Entry: March 2004 Apr 3, 2004



 - March 2,     FIVE OF VESSELS  (Warrior Woman)
time to fight, stand my ground, hold my own
 - March 3,     MATRIARCH OF SHIELDS  'Mother Earth" 
Kind, caring, big hearted, quiet and hardworking
I feel like I didn't follow the card - I feel like I was mean all day
 - March 4,     Today I drew 2 cards     FIVE OF BLADES - looking inward, leaning on the inner guide - this tells me I should look at the big picture and think of myself
THE SLED - movement, self-made, and strong  - I believe I should play these cards together for future plans.
spoke with C/B about a reference letter, they said I should come to work for them - in TX?
 - March 5,     WARRIOR OF VESSELS
I see this card way to much and I dont like him.  I see that today will be very emotional.  I must stay in control.
Was an extremely emotional day - but I did good - even with the offer CB made.  I dont' think anyone elese p.u. on my emotions
 - March 6,     I drew 2 cards today    SEVEN OF BLADES  (Horse Theif)
good things a-coming - achievement and progress after conflict
and DEATH - I see the Seven of Blades not as a daily card - but as a close future one.  The only thing I can see it pointing at for today would be the PowWow and working out the details of our future booth with my MIL.  And the Death card I see as a complimentary card.  Good things are coming after a major change and a tough time.
 - March 8,     Two of Shields  (Kachina Juggler)
attaining balance - This is the first day of the last week of work - driving to 45 min. one way
I can see where this card fits - what with the near future aspect of being unemployed.
from the book...."This is the time for detachment and examination of all aspects of a situtation."
 - March 9,     Matriarch of Pipes - stay strong and self assured
I needed a little extra dose!
 - March 10,    The Stars - spiritual and physical balance
I  need to start running again to help this aspect of my life.     from Joan Bunnings book...."most welcome when despair has flooded our life."     promise of peace of mind
 - March 11,     The Moon - threshold of life and death, holds out the promise that all you can imagine can be yours, lost and wandering - must find way back
I see all these things are true right now, what with leaving my current job and the hope of a new one on the way
 - March 12  (last day of work)     two cards     Ace of Vessels - fullfillment or renewal of love
Five of Blades - lean on inner guide<br>last day of work - time for me and mine - leave the discord of work behind - renewal of love for self and family
 - March 14,     Seven of Blades  (Horse Thief) - achievment and progress after conflict
I drew this card on PowWow day; since we plan on going to MIL's to measure for the boys ragaila today I think this card is saying we will find sucess on the PowWow trail.
 - March 15,     Maiden of Vessels - new emotions, new way of life
from book...."infinetely gracious, sweet, voluptous, gentle, kind and tender....incurable romantic, unsurpassed as a helpmate"
I see this card as showing how i hope to act in my new role as stay at home mom - even if it is temporary.  But it is something I'll have to work on.
 - March 17,     Nine of Shields - sucess through and after change
I thought this might be a fluke because my card kept popping in and out of my thoughts during meditationas I've been concentrating on it alot lately.  So I drew another card, but ended up with two in my hand.
Warrior of Shields - slow ponderous energy of growth - overblown ambition and procrastination are the perils of this card
Medicine Woman (The Empress) - from the book, "The meaning is that wishing for the possible brings creative results, but blindly wishing for the impossible is self-destructive.
So I combined the meaning of all 3. - I should pray, hope, wish and meditate on what I want and set a goal.  From there I should work toward it, slow and steady (like a turtle) but not to be over abmitious and do not procrastinate.  This change in attitude should bring sucess.
 - March 19,     The Tower - The book says that in this deck the Tower deal with the emancipation from the establishment.  But I just can't shake the traditional meaning of the Tower.  So, since we are planning our day trip today I threw extra protection over all of us and our vehicle.  Although the emancipation aspect could be Hubby deciding to come on the trip with us.  I just have the feeling we should be extra careful.
     March 20 - today I found an oil leak in my Blazer.  I feel this is why I drew the Tower yesterday.  The kids and I had planned on going by ourselves in the Blazer.  Hubby coming with us and in his van was a last minute decision.  If the kids and I had struck out on our own in the Blazer yesterday it surely would have been a diaster.
 - March 20,     The Hermit - What I get from this is after yesterdays wonderful adventure, today will be a time to re-group.  Escpically since Hubby will be away all day.  I also feel I should be patient with the boys - be extra careful not to snap at them.
Funny thing is by the afternoon I was alone.  Hubby was off on his busineess trip and the kids all took off for their friends houses.  I had plenty of re-grouping time.
 - March 22<br>Eight of Cups  (Indolence) - "A warning to curtail self-deception"
Acorrding to the R-W deck this card (8 of Cups) is about leaving the past behind.  (In leaving you would need to guard against self-deception, I suppose.)  But I'm feeling the leaving is what the card is speaking of as today is the first real week of unemployment for me....and searching for my way.
 - March 23,     The Sun -   sucess, reward, confidence  !!!
When I pulled this card I thought it was too good to be true.  We've been working toward straightening out our credit rating - in fact I paid off a lot of stuff yesterday - maybe that's what the 8 of Vessels was pointing to!  So today I went to apply for a small loan to start rebuilding.  I explained to the loan officer what we were doing and were eventually planning to buy a house.  He thubed through all the paperwork and said, "Your well on your way!"  And we got the loan!
 - March 24,     The Sun again???  Two days in a row???
 - March 26,     The Fool - new beginnings, exciting, nervous
New job?  New house?  New finicial situtation?  Heck being a stay at home mom is a new experience for me and I'm so loving it!
 - March 27,     Matriarch of Vessels - tranquility, intuitive, loving, personable
I tried to figure this in for the day - but couldn't.  The only thing I could see was that hopefully, maybe, my SIL would deliver today - but she didn't.
 - March 28,     Strength - I know why this card is here.  I can pull from the energies of this card to deal with Daddy's cancer issue and as I look at this card I realize that it's strangley familiar.  It looks slightly like where my mind has been going during meditation.  It's tranquil and calm.  Again, qualities I can use in dealing with Daddy's issues.
From the book, "This card represents strength but also the joy of excerising that strength."
 - March 30,     Nine of Shields - What bigger change could happen for the entire family.  My nephew was born today!




SUMMARY  (In this summary I only counted the first card drawn on days that I drew more than one card.)

I drew 7 Major cards - of these 5 of them have to do with the sky - Stars, Moon, Sun (which I drew twice), The Tower and Strength.
The last two aren't really "sky" cards but they have great depth in the sky that surrounds the main picture.
I drew 5 court cards, 3 Matriarchs, 1 Maiden and 1 Warrior - no Kings.
I drew 3 Blades, 3 Vessels, 3 Shields and 0 Pipes.

The past month has been full of changes for me and my family. We've dealth with good news and bad.
Because of my "sky" cards I see that as a sign that I need to lean on my faith - more and more - to make all things possible.
Because of the dominance of the females in the court cards I see that I need to pay particular attention to wha is going on with my family.
The absence of Pipes in my draws tells me that my energy level is low and I need to re-charge.



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