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time to fight, stand my ground, hold my own - March 3, MATRIARCH OF SHIELDS 'Mother Earth" Kind, caring, big hearted, quiet and hardworking I feel like I didn't follow the card - I feel like I was mean all day - March 4, Today I drew 2 cards FIVE OF BLADES - looking inward, leaning on the inner guide - this tells me I should look at the big picture and think of myself THE SLED - movement, self-made, and strong - I believe I should play these cards together for future plans. spoke with C/B about a reference letter, they said I should come to work for them - in TX? - March 5, WARRIOR OF VESSELS I see this card way to much and I dont like him. I see that today will be very emotional. I must stay in control. Was an extremely emotional day - but I did good - even with the offer CB made. I dont' think anyone elese p.u. on my emotions - March 6, I drew 2 cards today SEVEN OF BLADES (Horse Theif) good things a-coming - achievement and progress after conflict and DEATH - I see the Seven of Blades not as a daily card - but as a close future one. The only thing I can see it pointing at for today would be the PowWow and working out the details of our future booth with my MIL. And the Death card I see as a complimentary card. Good things are coming after a major change and a tough time. - March 8, Two of Shields (Kachina Juggler) attaining balance - This is the first day of the last week of work - driving to 45 min. one way I can see where this card fits - what with the near future aspect of being unemployed. from the book...."This is the time for detachment and examination of all aspects of a situtation." - March 9, Matriarch of Pipes - stay strong and self assured I needed a little extra dose! - March 10, The Stars - spiritual and physical balance I need to start running again to help this aspect of my life. from Joan Bunnings book...."most welcome when despair has flooded our life." promise of peace of mind - March 11, The Moon - threshold of life and death, holds out the promise that all you can imagine can be yours, lost and wandering - must find way back I see all these things are true right now, what with leaving my current job and the hope of a new one on the way - March 12 (last day of work) two cards Ace of Vessels - fullfillment or renewal of love Five of Blades - lean on inner guide<br>last day of work - time for me and mine - leave the discord of work behind - renewal of love for self and family - March 14, Seven of Blades (Horse Thief) - achievment and progress after conflict I drew this card on PowWow day; since we plan on going to MIL's to measure for the boys ragaila today I think this card is saying we will find sucess on the PowWow trail. - March 15, Maiden of Vessels - new emotions, new way of life from book...."infinetely gracious, sweet, voluptous, gentle, kind and tender....incurable romantic, unsurpassed as a helpmate" I see this card as showing how i hope to act in my new role as stay at home mom - even if it is temporary. But it is something I'll have to work on. - March 17, Nine of Shields - sucess through and after change I thought this might be a fluke because my card kept popping in and out of my thoughts during meditationas I've been concentrating on it alot lately. So I drew another card, but ended up with two in my hand. Warrior of Shields - slow ponderous energy of growth - overblown ambition and procrastination are the perils of this card Medicine Woman (The Empress) - from the book, "The meaning is that wishing for the possible brings creative results, but blindly wishing for the impossible is self-destructive. So I combined the meaning of all 3. - I should pray, hope, wish and meditate on what I want and set a goal. From there I should work toward it, slow and steady (like a turtle) but not to be over abmitious and do not procrastinate. This change in attitude should bring sucess. - March 19, The Tower - The book says that in this deck the Tower deal with the emancipation from the establishment. But I just can't shake the traditional meaning of the Tower. So, since we are planning our day trip today I threw extra protection over all of us and our vehicle. Although the emancipation aspect could be Hubby deciding to come on the trip with us. I just have the feeling we should be extra careful. March 20 - today I found an oil leak in my Blazer. I feel this is why I drew the Tower yesterday. The kids and I had planned on going by ourselves in the Blazer. Hubby coming with us and in his van was a last minute decision. If the kids and I had struck out on our own in the Blazer yesterday it surely would have been a diaster. - March 20, The Hermit - What I get from this is after yesterdays wonderful adventure, today will be a time to re-group. Escpically since Hubby will be away all day. I also feel I should be patient with the boys - be extra careful not to snap at them. Funny thing is by the afternoon I was alone. Hubby was off on his busineess trip and the kids all took off for their friends houses. I had plenty of re-grouping time. - March 22<br>Eight of Cups (Indolence) - "A warning to curtail self-deception" Acorrding to the R-W deck this card (8 of Cups) is about leaving the past behind. (In leaving you would need to guard against self-deception, I suppose.) But I'm feeling the leaving is what the card is speaking of as today is the first real week of unemployment for me....and searching for my way. - March 23, The Sun - sucess, reward, confidence !!! When I pulled this card I thought it was too good to be true. We've been working toward straightening out our credit rating - in fact I paid off a lot of stuff yesterday - maybe that's what the 8 of Vessels was pointing to! So today I went to apply for a small loan to start rebuilding. I explained to the loan officer what we were doing and were eventually planning to buy a house. He thubed through all the paperwork and said, "Your well on your way!" And we got the loan! - March 24, The Sun again??? Two days in a row??? - March 26, The Fool - new beginnings, exciting, nervous New job? New house? New finicial situtation? Heck being a stay at home mom is a new experience for me and I'm so loving it! - March 27, Matriarch of Vessels - tranquility, intuitive, loving, personable I tried to figure this in for the day - but couldn't. The only thing I could see was that hopefully, maybe, my SIL would deliver today - but she didn't. - March 28, Strength - I know why this card is here. I can pull from the energies of this card to deal with Daddy's cancer issue and as I look at this card I realize that it's strangley familiar. It looks slightly like where my mind has been going during meditation. It's tranquil and calm. Again, qualities I can use in dealing with Daddy's issues. From the book, "This card represents strength but also the joy of excerising that strength." - March 30, Nine of Shields - What bigger change could happen for the entire family. My nephew was born today! SUMMARY (In this summary I only counted the first card drawn on days that I drew more than one card.) I drew 7 Major cards - of these 5 of them have to do with the sky - Stars, Moon, Sun (which I drew twice), The Tower and Strength. The last two aren't really "sky" cards but they have great depth in the sky that surrounds the main picture. I drew 5 court cards, 3 Matriarchs, 1 Maiden and 1 Warrior - no Kings. I drew 3 Blades, 3 Vessels, 3 Shields and 0 Pipes. The past month has been full of changes for me and my family. We've dealth with good news and bad. Because of my "sky" cards I see that as a sign that I need to lean on my faith - more and more - to make all things possible. Because of the dominance of the females in the court cards I see that I need to pay particular attention to wha is going on with my family. The absence of Pipes in my draws tells me that my energy level is low and I need to re-charge. |
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