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"This card represents the continually changing universe. Here is the supreme unity of attainment and joy ruled by that uncalculable factor - the element of luck." Wheel of Forutne - twists of fate, or luck....rapid movement - but in shich direction? This confusses me as I've just recently come to the conclusion that my life is currently at a stand still. Hubby just said yesterday that he felt nothing was happening in his life and is just waiting for his time to run out. I feel this means something exciting - good or bad - is about to happen soon. -May 5 Matriarch of Blades "individuality and strong mindedness, acutely preceptive, keenly ovservant, an accurate and subtle interpreter." I'm clueless, just like yesterday. I do feel the discription is accurate for be....but...???? The Queen of Swords indicates honesty, wittiness and experience....mmmm.... Figured it out! Be straight forward and honest in a "certain" situtation that I'm dealing with right now. Don't beat around the bush! -May 6th Six of Blades (Journey) I love this card - the art is beautiful! but....I don't get it, journey? Again, I'm stumped and don't have a clue as to what it could mean. -May 8th Four of Vessels (Pregancy) "a time for new beginnings, a time for keeping calm and planning carefully for the future." I know exactly what this is pointing to. The same situtation as the Matriarch of Blades was pointing too. But now it's telling us to plan carefully for the future. -May 9th - Mothers Day The Sun! No explanation needed here! Makes me smile. The boys and I went to my brothers, spent time with his family and my folks. Everyone had just the most wonderful time! -May 10th Six of Shields (Give Away Dance) give and take Hubby stayed home and mostly did things his way, till he tried to tell me my business about picking up the boys. Some how I manage to do that everyday without his help. I was just furious. Came home and told him how I felt. He apologized saying after I stormed out he realized that I do that everyday. He was just trying to help. Then everything was fine. The gentleman who owns the farm said he may need my help in the next couple days. But after thinking on this some more I've realized that this card keeps popping up for me. Is there a message somewhere. Am I truely so selfish that my cards must keep reminding me to take time and enjoy my loved ones? Or is there some gift I've been blessed with that I need to share. I don't know this just has me stumped, and kinda worried -May 11th Four of Pipes (Honor) The first thing I thought of was the honor in staying home, not working and tending to the family. Not sure if this is the correct interputation after reading the book...."honour is success attracted by foresight and humility". So I looked to the R-W deck, Four of Wands....excitiment, celebration. Well tonight is the middle son's 8th Grade Awards Banquet and it is close to time to send in the oldest scholarship application and award letter. We shall see. "honour is success attracted by foresight and humility" <br>During my morning run I thought a little more about going into business for myself....raising worms. Could work, success attracted by foresight. This isn't the first time we've thought about doing this. The first time was with the middle son, but he was discouraged when he found out that it usually takes a year to see profit; but I can wait a year. -May 13th - The Devil The Devil in the N/A deck isn't like the Devil of the R-W deck, which deals with materialism. This devil deals with the principles of magick and it also represents the Earth. Some how I see this pointing to my on-line coven and the cleansing were just completeing. I believe it is now time for us to grow. But more close to home, I hope this represents a new beginning for me. -May 15th - Three of Vessells (Corn Dance) I hope this doesn't mean that we're losing an elder. Or maybe it means I should be the elder to leave. To get out of the way - remove an obstacle. It just seems that everything is at odds right now. Or maybe it's just me. Maybe it means we need to rekindle the flame that brought us together in the first place so that we may continue with the energy we once had. This gives me many things to think on. Well, it is now clear to me what this card represents! My dearest Sister is coming home. At least she's trying to. She has submitted some resumes to company's here and is actively house hunting. There will be 3 of us living in the state of TN. That would be the since of community represented by the card! I'm so excited for her! And she told me last night that she is at peace with her decision. I know this will be hard for her, but I'm here to help and so is our Sister Air. This is an exciting time! -May 17th - Eight of Shields (Sand Painter) "The essence fo Sand Painter is luck through spiritual and artistic pursuits. But one must remain in tune with nature." I see this telling me I've got some hard work ahead. Probably just in preparing for the middle son's 8th grade graduation. -May 18th - Three of Blades (Mourning) I think this reflects my mood instead fo something in my day. Hubby was so downhearted this morning before work and I'm at a loss. After all these years I feel his pain very deeply and I'm sad for him. SUMMARY Doesn't seem much sense in doing a summary for only 11 cards.
But.... 3 - Majors 1 - Queen 2 - Blades 2 - Vessels 2 - Shields 1 - Pipe Well, for what it's worth it's pretty balanced - but I don't think very accurate, after all, it's only 11 cards. I pulled only a little over a weeks worth of cards. After re-reading the entries it seems I was searching for some type of change in my life. Now I feel content. I will make more of an effort toward my daily draws during the month of June. |
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